- Mood:
My guests all left pretty early, and since it's cold and a little snowy out, I've just spent the day lying low, which is actually quite nice. When I need companionship, I just go one Facebook and usually someone I know is hanging around and open for a conversation or at least a Wall-to-Wall. It's kind of fun!
I'm actually feeling so much better right now, just being with myself finally seems to be okay. I'm starting to make new friends and think about the future, whatever that means. Mostly I'm just trying to 'go with the flow.'
Just finished reading Ellen Burstyn's autobiography, and it really started me thinking about Sufism again, which I used to be involved with... I need to call my friend in Dallas who is a teacher, and reconnect with her. What I like about Sufism is that it embraces ALL theologies, and it's a path that seeks truth. I know that's why I am, a seeker of truth. Once I can understand something, I'm much better able to accept it... It's a search that's never finished though, this I know.
Anyway, I guess that's about it for my day... Bookings are picking up a bit, so I'm hoping February will be a more 'solid' month than January has been. But I'm grateful for my home, and the abundance I have...many people can't claim as much... So I'll hang in there, and all shall be well.