I did have a very interesting couple from Spain and their daughter this weekend, who's going to MIZZOU for a year to study journalism. But I didn't get much of anything else done. Part of this was because the weather was SO perfect I walked downtown on Saturday and did all the little shop that were having outdoor sales... Not that I really bought anything, but it was fun to walk around, and I haven't been 'out' in so long. So it was good for me. Then watched a movie that night with a friend, which was also good. Then came home, and got sad and lonely. So. I'm not sure what to do with this information. I love the house, and especially when it's full of guests, but so many memories when it's not. And sometimes even when it is. And truthfully, I'm still in 'shock' about my new life, and wonder how long that's going to last. Well, if you know me and you're reading, I guess you're finally getting some insight into the truth about 'me' at the moment. The biggest truth is, losing someone you love hurts, and it hurts for a long time, so matter how you wish it wouldn't. Tomorrow is a new week, and I'll keep putting one foot in front of the other, but today, walking has been painful. No doubt about it. (And if you don't know me, sorry for the downer blog...)

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